I think that.. there are just certain people that are so comfortable and scary to be around. Comfortable arms. Comfortable words. That because you’re afraid they make you feel safe in your own head, in a strange bed. 

I spend a lot of time second-guessing myself, and I guess.. I guess I even read poetry. I guess I played guitar and I know I sang and I know that somewhere over a rainbow there was a lot of good from everything. 

I think I missed being me. I think I know that I’m crazy and I can keep it under wraps. I think I know I fucked up. I think, and I know, that I am probably better off. I think it’s weird. I think that .. fuck. I don’t know how to think right now. My head is still lost in half-sleep/space/time and full of arms. 

“Next time..”

So there’s going to be one of those.

Boy I sure wish my phone would work.

I need a Diana talk like nobody’s business.

HOW DID THIS EVEN HAPPEN?!

OH FOR FUCKS SAKES.

Couldn’t have just let me drive my drunk ass home?! Noooooo instead we had to play guitar til 3-4 and then WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK IS MY LIFE HOW THE FUCK.

I’ve lost all ability to can.

I’m going back to bed.

Protip: when getting into a long-term relationship, it’s all about having mutual goals & things to accomplish that you could on your own, but they’re the one you want by your side.

This is a beer batter maple bacon cupcake.
Yes, those are bacon bits on top.

This is a beer batter maple bacon cupcake.

Yes, those are bacon bits on top.